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We drank extremely strong coffee chatting with the other meditators and with each other. I always felt very awake and alive during these times. I was either heading down the road to enlightenment with my wakefulness and aliveness, or it was the adrenal rush from the caffeine jolt to my body. Or, perhaps in a more Buddhist sense, it was a balance of the two. Mark had shared with me that he made guitars.
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One evening, at the Zendo for a meditation sitting, Mark abruptly jumped up from his cushion and left the center. Later that night in a Zen class, the Zen priest explained that even when someone has an experience that leads them out of the center, it is not for us to jump up after him or her. It is their experience. We need to honor that.
The following week, walking into the meditation hall early in the morning, I was happy to see Mark back on the cushion, and I took my place on the cushion to his right. After meditation, I lingered over the fuel-laden coffee chatting with Mark and the others. Someone told me later that morning that they had left together to talk about some things. I figured it likely had something to do with what had sent him fleeing from the cushion a few evenings before.
He asked that we send him offers of healing during our prayer service after zazen. I learned this past weekend that Mark had died. His gentle smile; his kind ways.
I miss sitting by him and I miss drinking morning coffee with him. There is a Zen chant that goes like this: Let me respectfully remind you Life and death are of supreme importance. Time swiftly passes by and opportunity is lost. Each of us should strive to awaken. Do not squander your life. I look at the month of knowing Mark, and wonder how it might have been different had I known it was his last month on this Earth. All I can come up with is this: We should treat every life as precious, and strive to honor those in our lives.
We should live in the present, giving our attention fully to those we are sitting with, commuting with, working with, or to those whom we are speaking.
We should stop checking our emails when we are engaged with someone in conversation. We should put away our cell phones when we are in the grocery store checkout and say hello to the cashier and the person bagging our groceries. We should honor the fact that both on the cushion and in life, people are entitled to their own experience, but there is a time to connect in a shared moment of humanity.
Sitting on the cushion, our minds can wander to a myriad of things. Chanyeol purposely lets it be. Baekhyun used to sing with his pride, heavenly golden voice on that bench. Also in there, he used to tell Chanyeol lame jokes because he knew the elder liked it nonetheless. This rooftop has watched for some more uncounted memories than anyone would ever guess, being the dead museum which keeps billions proofs of their unwritten friendship. Chanyeol never realized about this earlier when he was supposed to.
That he never felt any of the same way over his life as he did when Baekhyun was around ever again. The unseen difficulty, which was formed by the sudden loss of a good friend. A good, close, considerate, and in conclusion, a best friend he ever had in a lifetime.
It happened about one year and half ago. They were heading back home after filming a performance on a weekly music show.
And that was the last thing all six of them could remember before ending up opening eyes in the public hospital the next day. It was actually five of them. No one of the boys without exception did. The thing was, awfully, the death of their irreplaceable bubbly main vocal. Byun Baekhyun was breathing his last breath before the sun even set that morning. The doctor seemed too unreal for them.
The way their car accident be illustrated seemed too unreal for them. The pain on their bodies felt too unreal for them. They continued to survive under their shaky feet, depending on one another, holding tighter on the same faith as what they had at the first place. And here is they are now.
Chanyeol releases his long legs at the ground. The difference is he comes all alone now. They always used to enjoy themselves up there together secretly at the very late of night that the rest of members know nothing.
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So Chanyeol just follows the unknowingly set path and does exactly the same way. The feeling, the mood is different, totally, after all. Because nothing would ever happen the way it exactly did before. Chanyeol take out his laptop he purposely brought just now to his lap. He opens it and turns it on. As the device still proceeds, he uses the chance to explore the never-ending sight of the night sky topping the crowded city lights on his landscape.
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Chanyeol studies the reflecting view above he has never practically been into. The twinkling stars to be specific.
They appear like one united source of this mesmerizing view. And the stars resemble Baekhyun and himself so much for Chanyeol. Chanyeol puts back his head down to the laptop monitor. He opens the new blank page of his journal.
He barely remembers the last time he open-clicked this program. Yes, Chanyeol is never a type of person who is good with words, but tonight, he feels pressed to… try. He moves his hand up to the keyboard. And without him sending a command, his brain and his fingers already cooperate in sync typing up the first line. Do you know what am I even doing? A long name, I know right?
And you Baek, bear with typos, okay? I wish you a wonderful one, the better one, the best of anything following up you way. Today is a weird day, Baekhyun-ah. He slowly pushed me away once he caught my presence as he said he needs time for himself. For me, I am happy. And I meant it.